I really
just want someone to hold me until I fall asleep tonight. Too much to ask? Yea, I guess so..
Freeze frame.
Its 3 o’clock in the morning & I cannot seem to fall asleep. I feel like curling into a little ball & listening to every song that was ever played around me whenever I saw you, but I won’t do that to myself. I just miss the old you & the friendship we had before. Like back during the early stages, ya’know? Before you changed so much..
For now, I’m just gonna plop here on my bed, let the bones in my body heinously crack / pop into place like heels on staccato tile. See, it calms my tension & possibly even takes the edge off of my stupidly inquisitive nature. It settles my desperation, my wonder, towards the idea of ever attempting something with you again. I just really want to talk to you now & it makes me a wee bit sad that I cannot bring myself to do it sooner rather than later.
You’re my NoWhere Boy now, bub. And I don’t know exactly how that makes me feel. Well, other than curious.
I’m pretty sure my Nana’s snoring has managed
To permanently wake me up for the day. Effing eff.
I need a smoke & some ear plugs er something. :C
Today
Started out poopie-ish but now its a whole lot better
May 22, 2012
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Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Your moods seem to be changing quickly now and it’s difficult to know how you’re going to feel next. One minute you seem to have superpowers and then just a few moments later you’re back to being a mere mortal. Even if you can leap tall thoughts in a single bound, you still need to follow through with sensible action. There’s nothing wrong with having your head in the clouds as long as you can keep your feet on the ground at the same time.
Maybe I should go outside in the rain er something? Maybe I should dye my hair grey // platinum blonde // white? I dunno, its one of those days.
May 22, 2012
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